phrases like “i’ll be the distraction you go on ahead without me” generally do not have a tendency to end well
"i’ll catch up with you" no. no you probably won’t
"we’ll talk about this later" there is no later
"it’ll be alright" not for you since you just said that and doomed yourself
"I’ll be fine. Don’t worry." We’ll never see you again.
"I’m becoming more silent these days. I’m speaking less and less in public. But my eyes, god damn, my eyes see everything."